Hey BFF, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
You lucky ass, can legally buy alcohol and my usual underage market is closed. Well, I really hope you enjoyed your day today.
My life can't get any suckier. My dad gave me $25 after I told him it's the holidays and called me when I was out only to piss me off with his usual bullshit. My mom's having a cold war with my because she refused to go to my grandma's house to take her own food. I'm in debt at such a young age. I can't afford to fix an old guitar. I can't find joy in life. I am 17 and my family restricts the fuck out of me. I am not happy.
I can't wait for the day I start working officially, get a house and move out. I might just change me name and go missing from this family. Get all the peace, quiet and loneliness I always wanted.
Yes, I am jealous of what others have that I don't. Freedom and money. I can never expect myself to get any of them from my family. I hate the fact that I'm born into a poor family. I really do. Nobody has any idea what its like in my life.
Stress to the verge of tears.
Oh, and thanks for making us wait for 7 fucking hours for nothing.