Slept at 2 woke at 5.30. Had to go to church cuz it's Ash Wednesday today. Feels weird but kinda nice. Dark, with few people.
Well, since it's 6 in the morning, I had to keep myself awake. So, I plugged in my earphones and played some nice fast music. Ironically, insomnia is one of them.
I really really felt like moving my ass on the bus. So so tempted.
Feels like insomnia? It is insomnia!
I can't fall asleep for more than a week now. I lie on bed, toss and turn, and stay awake. And when I do, I'd have dreams. Nightmares when it started. Thing is, they're not scary enough for me to wake. Just...freaky. Recently, the dreams are more...less freaky. Though, there is one that totally creeps me out.
There were: 1) action packed Will smith movie 2) left for dead(those damn zombies look friggin' real!) 3) tigers for a neighbour's pet(it's like he's mental. Sets those big cats at me) 4) Audrey getting damn pissed at Chen You and I for looking at wallets(She's usually not so petty. She not petty at all.) So many more, I can't remember.
Oh, the really really freaky one? A few days back, I dreamt of going to Sentosa with Tze Char people. But this Sentosa looks weird. The jetty, was one. Then all of a sudden, I was going down this steep slope with my family. On the way down, I saw Fiona Xie and I totally ignored her. Hahaha~ Behind her was... Guess who? YEA! FELICIA CHIN!!! I was so damn happy! After so many people around me have seen her in face to face, it's finally my turn!
Somehow, I had to rush to the cinema to catch a movie with my cousins. On my way( it bacame vivo all of a sudden), I bump into this freaky guy. It's like he's gay. No, really. Gay. He likes me! I heard him talking to his friend! Like why the fuck will a guy like me?!?! And he's fuckin everywhere I go man. I had to try my best to shake him off. I got into the cinema, freaked out. I was late and it ended. Dreams, go figure. When I left, I had to rush to avoid that gay of a bitch. But then, he saw me again!!! Damn it.
*poof* We're at Boss's estate. Had to crawl through this small tunnel to avoid detection. I'm sure you know from who. I don't even know why there was a tunnel. I don't even see any tunnels at Boss's reality house. And I woke up. Scared. Real scared. I mean, I have nothing against gays. Really. Just that the fact that he stalks me.....eeerrrh!!!
I swear to God man, I ain't lying. And if I ever see a guy with that face, Imma run for my dear life.
So, anyway, on a lighter note, came back from church and brought lil baby to her 豆豆班.
cute huh?
P p p poker face~
You see, madness, as you know, is like gravity. All it takes is a little push!
Livin' la vida loca @ Wednesday, February 25, 2009 9:32 AM
